i actually didn’t really want to go to the beach, but it feels like a lot of people in my life have stopped caring as much as i still do - so this was my sunday distraction.
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i actually didn’t really want to go to the beach, but it feels like a lot of people in my life have stopped caring as much as i still do - so this was my sunday distraction.
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i actually didn’t really want to go to the beach, but it feels like a lot of people in my life have stopped caring as much as i still do - so this was my sunday distraction.

I used to date men who were obsessed with their creative projects. After a while, I realized that I didn’t want THEM. I wanted to BE them. I thought being close to that energy might be enough. I thought that being loved by someone who was willing to give himself completely to the creative process was enough. I met a musician once who was consumed by his creations. I put him on a pedestal. I had so much crazy lust for him, it was almost stupid. But it wasn’t him — I hardly knew him — it was his focus, his total involvement and belief in what he did, that made me crazy. I wanted to have that kind of passion for myself. - Heather Havrilesky